15 June 2023

And feel the pain again

 

Parting has become a bit of a habit now.

That same intense pain and sorrow

When the first movers crossed over,

Is no longer there.

Two mates crossed over

To the other side yesterday.

The hurt has deadened a bit.

Some of our mates

Must be still be choking with intense grief.

Mine must be an utterly bad habit.

Should I get out of this bad habit?

And feel the pain again?



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Only on the 9th June, the Indian Army's 64 Regular commissioning day, I sent a message to my coursemates thus:

Happy commissioning day, pongos*. 

May you get decommissioned only at aakhri padrao.**



*pongos: Armymen, so-called in the Tri Services

**aakhri padao: The last stop, metaphorically, the cremation or burial spot.


8 comments:

Vinod said...

Despite the more frequent parting of dear coursemates, the sadness and pain remain, especially if one happened to be a squadron mate or one of the close friends. May God bless our two brethren, who passed away yesterday.

Uday K said...

Om Shanti Om sadgati! Dear Reds and Ace you will be remembered in our hearts and minds! Farewell till we meet again somewhere sometime…

Major Bee said...

May their dear departed souls get Sadgati. Om Shanti Om Shanti Om Shanti

Anonymous said...

Pain comes in waves....with each relived moment spent with our departed brethren....and steals your sleep.

Stay Safe Brothers !

Sanjay Aggy said...

Touching..
Our call too will come, in its turn..

Anonymous said...

With age, I guess , comes “Acceptance” too..so the pain of parting from your dear friends and close ones may deaden, but will always be there

Anonymous said...

Two big jolts shook us yesterday, making us realise the fragility of life! कब कौन और कैसे उठेगा, ये कोई नहीं जानता...as Rajesh Khanna said in Anand!

Ajay Gupta said...

Feel so sad that our two bamboodoorians departed from our midst, yesterday

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